#reproductive-technology

#reproductive-technology

I spent the long months of pregnancy that followed feeling like a cartoon character with a me-size thunderstorm threatening at every turn. Though my pregnancy was healthy, I was convinced I had to remain vigilant until my son was in my arms. When my husband and I visited my obstetrician nine days past my son's due date, I wasn't surprised to see an irregularity in his heartbeat. Less than an hour later, we were checking into the hospital to start my induction.

I worried over what I had done to trigger it, over the dark secret of my body that had determined his suffering.