The article recounts the author's early experiences of growing up gay in a tough, working-class town during the 1980s, marked by the AIDS crisis. Facing relentless bullying based on his sexuality, the author also describes his deep-seated anxiety and sensitivity, feeling different due to his nature and interests. Engaging intensely with pop culture figures like Madonna, the author illustrates his obsessive tendencies and reliance on routines to cope with his surroundings. Ultimately, the narrative highlights the severe impact of societal bullying on mental health and identity during formative years.
I experienced physical violence, too. I was shoved, kicked, my head was slammed against the wall. I was punched in the face more than once.
I was gay, and grew up in the 1980s... My gayness was obvious in the way I walked and talked.
My anxiety was so acute, I'd bite my nails until my fingers bled. I was easily upset in other ways.
I had a rigid attachment to routine and was terribly shy, sometimes freezing in social situations.
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