fromSilicon Canals
6 days agoProductivity
The idea that you aren't worthy unless you are producing results has seeped like insidious black mold into every facet of our modern lives. We are pressured to always be making goals, going somewhere, or achieving something. "Doing nothing" is scorned as lazy. Pursuing a hobby with no monetary value or social esteem is deemed a waste of time. You only have a certain number of days on this planet. If you don't spend them hustling, you're of no use to anyone.
I look at my Fitbit and note despondently that I have done only 2,247 steps today. I haven't met my 'hydration goal' or crossed everything off my to-do list. I didn't think of three things I was grateful for before I went to sleep last night, nor did I meditate this morning. I didn't wake up early enough, and I probably won't get seven to nine hours of sleep. The perfect version of myself hovers in my peripheral vision - healthy, happy and, above all, productive.